Ne razumijem!!

I hate it, this situations, when I should explain something to somebody, when I need something and I am just unable to do it. I try to think about the right words, searching them somewhere in my brain; try to figure out how I could change a Russian word in a Serbian word. Try to build Serbian sentences again and again. Try to make understand my self. And fail again and again. Try to explain with hands and feets, making faces. Useless. I feel sooo helpless in that kind of situations. Then finally I give up, shaking my head, smiling helpless, kind of excusing myself for not knowing the language.
I am seriously trying, giving my best, but it’s not that easy, anyway. So once more: No Internet for me that evening. You will have to wait little bit more, until I can update my blog. (I wrote all this updates previously on words).